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Jul 31, 2014
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UAq

"ɪ g C QvA uƣ aAvAAii vĪA? vP sůAZ vg ļۯ DA veA A UAsg UeۯA uƣ? AgP Dį zɪP edPZ PA zs Rgg iv, UA v ģAP Aii Uļ W Uq Pqۣ vA KP PA GAiiAii? 'PPP zĸP Ug v lAii' vv DAiAP Ʃv . A DAị vA v lA UɯAii - gAZ. u v ve jv JP zZ Gv GsAi?
DiA EUeAii AZA QvP Av?
z Aii Sîu QvP eAii?
DA QvAAii DA. PqA zsA JP zƼZZ Aii.
dgvg Rg ɪZ jv vA sgƣ JP g Gzñ sg gAii vg C DuuAP, KP Cq̼ D jP uƣ ӣ W DA veA ĸA Sgģ Z DA AvP Aii. jv veɯVA A vg vPAii A Pi PgAP zs vg vAAii Z D ıUv z."

QvPV yAiZA GA D A gƤP gaAAv, vgAii v GvA DA v vP UƪiAAii UɯA. vZ GvA RgA v DA DA v PɣAii UA AiiV?

u QvA Pgv? nA sqA gA aAwA jA UArAiAv Gr ig, DvA GA Aii Dį貪Aii g gU . u CA KP ø WqۯA DA DP A g ƸAP DۯA Zg D wP PAii jUAPAv- RgA, u Di zZ wPAii jUAP? Aii Da jP Pg Egz vuA DP AUA ev?

JP Aii KP A ZQ-zjA gƤZ wAv Gzɪ DA DA CAZ e ۣ PƸ rA.

KP Wr Cv AAiiZA gƤZA Pe zBT sgA, vgAii DZ Gzñ g, KP AiĪP e DѯVA DA vAvA DiA Swg, Di UeZ PASwg, Di gqZ PASwg UAP aAvA Pi RArv e q eA zsZ A v JzƼZ gƤZ wAv RqjA RAZƣ UɯA.

w PP̺ ge, UU Asg PmA D KP Ue. gƤ AAii E Q, GZA, gVñ. D PƯfZ A PA D DPAii Wg geg Uɯɼg xAAii D Pɯ gqZ ZlĪnPA gu Wɪ KP v q Aiê z Sg zU.

"szg, DiA QvP KP gq ? DA QvP KP gq PgAP e? PP̺ gq? xAAii wA QwA jA PiA Pgv? vg DA QvP CA PiA P zsRA e? DiAii gqAv D AiĪdu GuA Aii. vg QvP DvA vgAii Di gqAv UeZ AiĪduAP QvP JPAAii P KP JPg WqAP e?"

z gƤZ ĪĢP ɼA GzP vAP vAiig v vgAii aAvģ e ïU;
"C gƤ, xAAii gq D uƣ JPZ Gzñ DAAii gq D PZAv PAAii Cx , vAZ UeZ P Q, DA Di UeZ P vA euAAii.."

"QvP e szg? DA sPv ø, PĪig, vA, Cv, av, A, EUe, Wg uƣAZ fAiįg DA DiA, zê øAP jA eAiiAV? vīAZ aAv, Di AiĪduAP DگVA DA vAv dgvg UeAv, gqAv JPP Hfv P vZ sAi eqAP KP D̸ A vg wA vAvA DA iv AzZ gģ zɥjA AiiV? vīAZ aAvģ Aii. vAZAii gq D uƣ DA gq Pg RArv P. u DAAii jA PiA PgA AiiV szg? DiAii UeAv eAi UeAv P D. vAZ UeAP DA AA AiiV? Di eAg eA WgA tz A Dv. eA WgA ZAP Q m A Dv, eA qøA WgA Dv v. dgvg DA Zg AZ AiĪdu Sîu Wɪ DAiig iv AiiV gAZ guAv aAvv? DA CA iv AiiV ɪZ jv DA ugZ Wɪ edZA ĸA Sgģ gv?"

gƤZ vAqAv KP Z gA m DAivZ z Z G q D Pg jAi W AUU;

"vĪA AUA PA gƤ, u ieP WAm Pu sAz? vA DAii, CA AUAii, DvA gq eA PP̺ iv Aii, C C Zg Ue, vAv AiĪdu Sg Aiwv vg QvP zs ? JzƼ ug DiA KP gq v. gA, v KP PP. u DvA sqA QvA Pgv Zg v lAѥjA. DvA vĪAZ w v lA Sg ZAPe?"

gƤZ vAqg DvA Gzɯ.

"vg DvA A QvA Pgv szg?"

"QvA Pgv uƣ aAwP, QvA PgAP Czs A aAv, DA e x vP Au Pg D. AiA vA Zƣ Di Sɯ UeP Zƣ Ugg AVA GAii, v QvA AU vA Pg"

Ugg Aiĸ z vgAii gƤa Īz, DA CvU ɪ AvƸ; vgAii AiĪduAa Īz JP ļjAZ AiiV? Pɣ sů DA Pɣ sm A PuAii uAv. zPģ zsɣ e ïU;
"Cɨ D zP DvA geg D, v Az A Aiv, zPģ vA Az A GAv Ai, DA A ivg eA zPģ PiA Zrv QvAZ PgAP eAA. zP veɥjAZ vgm, ıg, ZgP, vĪiA RArv e DiAAii KP gq D Pgv"

DvA gƤ iv , Az ø vP Az AjA sUA eAiAii, v v DA DAj, zRģ vP Az ø gAA Au uƣ sUA.

"szg, vīA AUA PA vĪiA gqZ JPg Av Zrv Dmƪ PgAP vAPA. u Az ø Qv q Pg? v Az A eA PiA Pgv AiiV?"

Ugg CPAii zsɣ e ïU; "gA, vg vA g UeZ AiĪduAVA GAii DA vɣ zP nA Aiv DA vĪiA SA m ø evɯA".

gƤZ vAqg DvA g Gzɯ.

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zziZ PmAv zzi, va SɪzZ qAv Aii ɫ, zUA VA; iq gƤ DA zĸA ZqA tv. zzi Zq Pg PưZA Pi Pgۯ DA D wuZ Pa DA UAZ Pa dv Wv. zA fv vAZA e߸A. gƤ Ppu Q AAiiZ vgAii DvA Uv, sqA DZ vZ D zPģ vP PAii PiA zzi Cq̼ rv.

gƤP Dv PA vgAii Pg Gg wã UeAP sm A DA. vAAii Az A vg vA Pi vP PgAP DA. vP PƯfP ZAP AmP ZAP qۯA zRģ vP P ļۯ AZ gĥAii, vAvA zã gĥAii P DA wu gĥAii eɪP.
CA gƤ zAAii eɪu q, eɪZ Ai GgA zsA.

KP Aǣ Aiv vZɯVA UU ø gĥAii d DA v gqZ JPPZ EUeP Zƣ AiA zVA GA aAvA. QvP g DeP Zg QvAii GZwv vgAii zZA Gvg g Di PAP Cdƣ zɪZAZ Gvg zPģ vP zP ļ Aii g gU v.
z gƤP DAivZ, GAv gƤP Aii x PAii ɪ ZjU;

"vA SA g sAǣ DAiAii?"

"AA PP Av gv Pɰ szg, D z Di gqZ AiĪduAP vAZ x Au Pg vA u, vAZ Ugg A Aii vAZ Pg sAii, DvA vīA vĪ Pg vg DA Pi ø evɯA vA RArv"

"D Pg P s, DA De D sA Z. vgAii vĪiA UeɺAvg, gq Avg PAAii jA PiA PgAP Dv vg e Au Pg D"

gƤP DvA U KPZ Uu uƣ sUA. vZ PAv AvƸaA gA Giƣ DA.

AZ UeA wã Ue vAiig Dۣ sqA Pi RArv e ø A AP vP Zrv ü U. v GmGnA CP UeP Uɯ. ü zgAZ zPģ gi zsAǣ DAi DA AUU

"z zg. vP ļAP D vg Aeg vuA GlZ Ai, vg vP gPAP qۯA"

PA KP Wm Z AiĪ sAii Dį gƤZ mAv Qq ƨsmۯ. vgAii vP A ĸA ɪmP A DA. z zAv eU eAѢA eU D CP zP ļ CP UeP v sAii .

ZquA A g GAv v CP UeP . u z sǣg PuVAV eg EAVAv GAiiۯ zRģ v sAii Gs g.

E ü evZ zZ P Ǽ Dۯ, sã P zA DA KP U gƤVA DAi DA QvP Dį A ZgA. gƤ UVA AUA gqZ AiĪduAZ JPgA EA GA D Azñ ê zsq. zZA sã gv AUA DA eAAi Prv z UP AUƣ zqA 'EA ø' uƣ.

wvg EUea Um GWqƣ CP vgm vg DAi, zZ PqP vɫ ɫ zg WAAiiU.
v U Aiê PAii gƤVA Ƹ Uɯ.

zZ P DvA P eAiAii. Īig sg ģmA G sǣZA jêg z sAii DAi.
"Cg. JP DAii uƣ aAv zĸ Pu v?"
"szg A PĪAii x DAiiA, vĪi UeZ JP vĪiA KP PUz zqA, UeZ AzP vZA qƣñ SA"

"b! vA KP P Ĥ Aii? AU sAii QvP ƸAii? A sǣg Dg QvA eA? vPA VAV? sAii UAA x DAiiAii DA DvA sAiiZ ƸAii? Ai.. Ai.."
zZ fƸ ɯ gƤP v AvƸ e. vm vZ DP gqZ AiĪAZP RArv e z m Pg v A T aAv vZ wvg WĸA.

Īig Aaø ģmA wã A PAu f, zã A U zZ PqP jU. KP A GzP Wɪ CP A Z D m Wɪ.

DvA gƤZ mAv QrA gƤP PgAP zsA.

GAv z v vmP Un wvۣ DAi DA DAgP gƤP vZ vZA vAq JPZsgA Pƣ Pƣ xPƣ Uɯ DAjA eA. vA PP̺ x DAii? gqZ AiĪAZAv GA? vP zĸA PAAii Pi AV? Ai Ai vg Ai GA;

DAUg JPZ A ɼA GzP GvjA sUA gƤP.

v ɽAiĥjA zZ m Pgģ zZ PqP Uɯ;JP Pzɯg vP ƸjA Ƹ;
z xAAiA PUz Pq AU DA AUZA PUz Pq xAAii zZjA vg DѥjA DA UAg iˣ GAv JPZsgA fê ejA ZjU;
"AU, e x P ɪ eAii?"
DvA gƤP VAP D A iv G.

"szg, vīA euA DѥjA Di gqAv KP AiĪAZ DA DvA DA AiĪduA VA Aiê KP JPg Wr Ue D, Di ieAv eAi UeZ P D DA vAa ɪ Pj DA Ue D. PAv D Di UeZ, gqZ PAP D x QvAAii jA PiA ewv vg wA jA PiA szg?"

"vA ɫģjۥjA GAiiAi, vPAii ev, gA P ɪ ɪ uƣ GAiiAii?.. "

z CaA PA PgV Aii vjs PvV A gƤP iӯA.

"vg A QvA PjdAii uA vĪA?"
"DvA DA gA JPAAii e KP gqZA Cv PjeAii, gP UeZ AiĪduA JPP AUv ļƣ KP gq WrdAii"

"DA g QvAg?"
z zsA PgP JPZѥsgA P igjA ZgA. gƤ Pħį e
"DA g A DA vīA, Di UeZ vgm DA vĪi UeZ vgm, CA AZ UeZ vgm JPAAii e vg RArv e DiA KP AZ evɯA DA vīA vgmAP Sg AiA AUdAii"

"v Sg DAi DA U vm JPAAii e vg jA PiA eA uAV vĪA?"
"gv Pgv AiiV szg?"

" vV Ue? AU eA EUeZA Pmu CzsgA GA, A gAA Wg P A DA mgɸP Am WAP Aii vZg CP iAii AzAP A zmA DA vA AU Aiê ɪ ɪ uƣ eA ivA SvAii. vP Zg PaA WgAv PtA DvV Av? vA Pu? ve Aii QvA Pvg?"

"A gƤ szg, e Aii Pİ Pi Pg"

"vf DAii?"

"w WgZ D szg"

"DA Pu Dv WgAv?"

"DA f sAii iv D WgAv, vA v PAv P"

"vA?"

"A AiĹAv PA"

"AUA smۣ qP vQ Sdv AVA DAi̯Ai vĪA?"

"A szg"

"gA DAii, qP AU smƣ Aiv vQ Sdv SA DA Zƣ svP, gPP, vQ Wv SA. vAZ Amg IJAi smƣ Aiv vĪiA vgmAP vA PgA A PgA uƣ sU. PjA jA PiA PAAiiAv, PAAii Zg AZ qj Wĸ, zã wã QPA PɰA, UvA ijA DA jPv uƣ lP SɼAi. Gs A DA GAv JPPaA iA S CSP Z UƪiP rA. DiA DZ gm D Aii. C UesAii AVA iP.."

"szg, JzƼ jA PiA eAv Aii gA q PiA Pvv uƣ DAAii wAZ PiA PjeAii uƣ Av. DA jA PiA g QvA A ӣ jA PiA PgAP DvA Sg gA." zZA GA CzsgZ Pv gƤ GAi.

"szg, vA aAvAP Uɯg gPP KP Aii vg KP jwZ ĸ D. vgAii DA JPP JPAAii e jA PiA PgAP Dv. Di UeɸA g Ue AUv ļv. DvA G vī Ue iv, zPģ vīAAii Di AUv ļdAii szg..."

gƤZ vAv S w D.

"gA aAvģ vA, vīA JPAAii ļ DA DiA AU, v AiiA. iP DvA EA Pi D. eAV veA?"

zZ P Dzsg e jA sǣa PAu f DA gƤa ñ Ug Uɰ DA v EUesAii DAi.

DvA gv nA Zƣ z zP GlAA ģ gƤP DAiA .
vZ mZ Qr DvA ƨlģ gqAP U. u vAZQ eg gƤZA Pe gqAP UA. Ppu gAv DA egAiAv.

Sîu WAѢA Ue D CP AUv gƤZ wAv DvA ghļ̰, SɯP fvA sUAP zs ev wvA Sîu Wɪv A. v nA PP̺P DAi.

AUw yAi ļ, Ue Pɯ, yAi ıUv .

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KP CZ g e.

gv Pïe, gƤ zgA GA g, gv ø gĥAii GgAi DA Gg JP UeP Zƣ Dzs Av z za z mV A De PAZ Uɯ;
z gƤP g AiĪg iU; gƤ Dį Gzñ ӣ AUU;
"gA, jA PiA PgAP RArv e g ģAa Ue D. DA vA Sîu Wɪ DAiiAii JP g Pia. DA e x vĪiA U Pg DۯZ"

gƤP yAiaA GvA DAi̯ GAv PuAiix PAAii GvA DAi̯g Pe zsgu Pg Ƹ zsg Pɯ. u zZ vAqAwA jA GvA DAị gƤ v sů.

vZ ĸAZA AiA Pi eA. U UeAP Zƣ v Dį. DA DvA Ugg DA zP RArv e DZ PiP AvƸۯ DA RArv e DiA KP gqZ JPg ev A sUA.

EUeVA mg ļ DA gƤ PɯA;
"zP z DAiiV?"
"sAii vg Z ZqAP vA vP PAV?" mg UAq WAأ Sg Uɯ.
gƤ AAiiAZ mA Gs gǣ KP Wr vg wA DA Aii z Gr iv DA PAigZ ZqAP PAiiۯ. DA ZqAP PAiiۯ.

gƤ DvA zP zP KP Wr ļAP gPۯ DA Wq Wq PAigaA Zq sAii g gƤP vA zBRģ zP zƼ vA Pjv sAii DAi;

"Pug vA?"

"szg A gƤ, PP ZA, vĪiA ļAP DAiiA. gq.."

".. ... vAZV v? z AUA iP PuV JP Dį, QvAV gq gq uۯ uƣ vAZV?"

zP z KP Wr Aii x PAii ñ W.

vZ KP v vZ fã AmZ ƯAv W CP vAv vZ ng q m sAU ZɬZ Rj Sg qģ, Gs DѥjAZ gƤP ZjU;

"AU vP QvA AUAP D"

"szg vīA euAv Di gqAv KP AiĪduAZ JPg . DA DvA DA gA AUv ļƣ KP JPg Pj Ue D zRģ A Di gqZ UeAP sAǣ ..."

"vA Pug gq PZ? V? Pjأ? Aii Dgѩ? gq g QvA vA euAi vA? RAZ PAv DAii vA?"

gƤP DvA Cڣ UģA Pɯ CU e.

"szg A AiĹ PA, A Ugg AVA GAiiA szg, A gq PgAP DįA Aii szg, Di gqAv D UeZ AiĪduA JPAAii eAiAii Gzñ A PiA PgAP Sg DįA"

" vAV, gA vg AU iP vīA PP̺Av AiĪdu QvA Pg Dv A?"

"D PP̺ KP Ue szg, DA ø vm DA, g zã Aii wã g zgZ Pi, zĨsAP Dzsg, qɸAP sm vA, UeAv vfP PjA ZA UAiģA dv PgA. Di UeZ UeAv PAP Di vAQPg PĪP PgA"

gƤ sê SۥtA v GZgA.

" sê gA, vAZ eAiAii PP̺Av U q q AUA fAivv. DA PP̺Z g Aii ev DvA" zP DvA Af AP U. vA PAigaA ZqA vP AUv ïVA.

"szg zRģ DvA DA gqAv D Pq UeA AU AzAP DvA, U g Aii PgAP DvA"
gƤZ vAv e gU D.

"A KP RAAi g iAPqV uA A, g vev UAqVA GA ü sqAP iP P. gq SA gq. AiA vĪi UeZA AZ gA Pg, ø vnA SA. AiA vīA PiA ɪ ø DA ߸ eA. iVg AU Ai, AiiA. DA , zqA Ag Dv Di LPsAv. P DA wã QPA PgA. D PAig Uå gqAvZ ArP - vA euAAii. DA m PvA, DPtA PgPiA vA, vA Di PiAZ g Aiv. PAAi vP? A gq gq A q DA AiA vĪi PiA QvA Zrv Pgv A "

zP zaA GvA Ppu i gƤP zTA DA vAv KP dgg e gƤP zS 'UAq' . vZ zƼAZ PAaAiA zSAZ xA Gzɯ. vP zP zSg GA GvA ĽA Av. JP mg gU CP mɣ g DA C. PA x sPɯA m DA DvA Pesg sU CP JP i gUaA gA e Gzv vZ v sgƣ DAi;

"D ie v e Aii e߸ vg w vĪ v AiP zA x, vĪiA DA vĪ v AP zê uƣ iAz Pƥs PAii AvA ii Amɰ e vA RArv. vīA e jA PiA PjAAv DA Pg gAPAii rAv. PtA jA PiA PgAP Sg Aiwv vg, v v, v C, vZ Aii v, va D v uƣ vīAZ AiA Zgv. vĪiA AiiAaA wA qg iv RIJ. Ai q vg P JP Cm ïģjA GAiiv? edģ AeɯAv RAq Pɯ sjeɪ vīAZ. DA vĪiA gqZ AiĪduAZ JPg P, PAigP gqaA Zq eAii. xP vĪi uɧgP"

gƤaA GvA CSg eAAii Ugg xAAii AP PA eA; gƤP D PqP D vuA iA zsgA;

"Cɨ gƤ, jA PiA RArv e eA g Sɰ UeZ. g Sɰ PɣAii CA GZA eAiiAv, vAP APAii Pv D, ƸAPAii Pv D. PtA KP Rg Sɰ Cz U gAAii xţ v Gs Pj. vA PgA sPv Pv SɯA iv. AZ CAU DA iv. KP Rg Sɰ ; e U Cz D ivg WA ƹPAiģ Ƹ DA DA PiA PAZ sqA Z. gA DiA jA PiA Pgۣ eAiA Aii DAiAP ļ. Di gAP vA ƸA. Aiiۣ vAZ PA A W D gz GAiA vAP Pv. wA vAaA PiA PgAAv DA DA DA PiA Pɯg eA. eA g zP z vf sƪ jP Pɰ iv..."

GvA AѢAZ gƤ DvA Gm DA g Ugg AZ PqZ zgvɫ mA PrU.
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4. UAq - gu

eɣ fuZA KP PZ Pt ev PA sU A w ft fAiįP iv P Aii Aii gǣ 'CA PjeAii DA, vA PjeAii DA' A A AUۯP Aii.

UAq CfP ZquA v AA eZ fuAv WqA Wrv. AvA Zq۪ v Rg v. AA, ߪñA Av u Zg vZ, ģUv wZ, zsP-P js wZ.

KP AiĪP e, AiĪduAZ UeAA RAAiA gA QvP gA DA PA gA A aAv AiĪduAZ ivg x zsP DA APA PAZ wsl ۣ Pg PZ D AiĪdu PA ieAv JP jwZA AW-APZ zg Gsvv a UƪAii AAZ eA v.
ZѥPg Qv AiĪduAP C Pq CU ev A A uA. A PuAigAii RAZAii jw sjPu WA Egz A SA Aii. sjPu v/Wv JP D DA vP AAii S A D.

A Wl e fuAv Wqƣ CfP v A GvA vg e wZ qZg wA gĦA Cdƣ vAZ Dv, zã AA AA Pt gİ DA PuP gP wP zsAv wA EiAii sA.

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